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A Sense Of Decay

by PTSD

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1.
EVENT HORIZON how do you live inside these places no more joys of taste, anomalies in the air why do you live to suffer you're wasting your faith? it's the truth I care enough! I want to be somebody else disavowed! never want you to say goodbye (warned once again!) to the world till the end of time (laid to rest!) my fiend away (crumbled!) the world, the end (left for dead!) never want you to say goodbye (warned once again!) to the world forbidden soul (laid to rest!) another fault runs back and forth (crumbled!) until the end of the world (left for dead!) disappointed and forsaken leaves the choice to breathe the crowds instead are sad why do you live in falsehood you're losing your face? it's the truth I care enough I want to be somebody else disavowed! never want you to say goodbye (warned once again!) to the world till the end of time (laid to rest!) my fiend away (crumbled!) the world, the end (left for dead!) never want you to say goodbye (warned once again!) to the world forbidden soul (laid to rest!) another fault runs back and forth (crumbled!) until the end of the world (left for dead!) don't waste your time the world is slowly dying feel the wonders of the blind is coming surrounds everything we are here again ill and deranged here's another step it's only the anger please believe me... carried out hope! make believe... that it's all for us the time has come... disavowed! never want you to say goodbye (warned once again!) to the world till the end of time (laid to rest!) my fiend away (crumbled!) the world, the end (left for dead!) never want you to say goodbye (warned once again!) to the world forbidden soul (laid to rest!) another fault runs back and forth (crumbled!) until the end of the world (left for dead!)
2.
A REASON TO DIE I feel this time I'll be ready for a new sunrise a new dimension of life where's everybody... stays! nothing at all just ready for the new sunshine it's not a direction line where everyone can rest stay away! I cry for what's left... what's inside your folly head? I'm crying... give me a reason to die I feel inside... I'll be ready as a frantic homicide is my direction style where all around is dead nothing at all just ready for the new sunshine it's my refuge in hearth where everyone can rest stay away! I cry for what's left... what's inside your folly head? I'm crying... give me a reason to die I'm a little bored here in the afternoon I'm about to burst I feel in sorrow another frame I think could be anywhere forced out without hope to live we... together! when... can we know? we... forever... where... till the end stay away! I cry for what's left... what's inside your folly head? I'm crying... give me a reason to die
3.
Parasomnia 04:38
PARASOMNIA I'm dying to live I think I waste my time (feeling that I've still inside) the mourn... the end… I feel that never mind (heal me! what's wrong in my head!) it's like a dream the street lights stretch for miles (wish I were out of sight!) to mourn... the end there's no more place to hide! (heal me! all efforts were in vain!) I try to get to the root of the problem everytime through a shortcut it seems easier it's the only way... soul breaks the silence of the death just take my pill and all will be better now... (wish you were out of sight) across the land there's no more place to hide! (heal me! all efforts were in vain!) I try to get to the root of the problem everytime through a shortcut it seems easier it's the only way… soul breaks the silence of the death leave me in life with my emptiness ...sometimes choosing the weak and the powerless ...unkindly the sun fell down the awakening... in dark leave me in a place that astonishes me ...sometimes chosing the way to eternity ...seems close to me the sun fell down the awakening... in dark soul breaks the silence of the death soul breaks the silence of the death
4.
STARING THE STORMWALL here comes the rain out of my eyes in every place I've crossed the line beyond my sight to blind my heart again 'cause I'm without mourn and I never stopped my mind… and I'm full of doubt so never drop your life! 'cause I'm without mourn and I never stopped my mind… and I'm full of doubt so never drop your life with breathless… dripping from my heart... this sweet end… coma again! downfall call... surrounds me show me again… a smile! another day… to heal my pain… to snare my brain, a perfect lie sweeten my shame I've just to fade away 'cause I'm without mourn and I never stopped my mind… and I'm full of doubt so never drop your life! 'cause I'm without mourn and I never stopped my mind… and I'm full of doubt so never drop your life with breathless… downfall call... surrounds me show me again… a smile! am I going now ill and insane? for the rest of my sick life! you cannot hope for this life thrill enable anguish torn by doubt till the end
5.
SUICIDE ATTITUDE I think all day about my suicide I'm not happy I feel so strange pain is near although the thousands of miles nothing changes, life is sick everyday a lot of friends are far away from this side I'm not happy I feel deranged all in vain so I don't have no more time I feel like the last man on the earth sorrow! set in my breast feel emptiness so you can hear and have fear of the only escape here it comes again! humbling failing this time could be everything should be today this time could be everything without my pain I think all day about my awful past I'm not happy I hold my pain there's a lot of misunderstandings behind I feel like a fool in the cage here it comes again! humbling failing this time could be everything should be today this time could be everything without my pain... till the end! the world should listen to me this time I don't want to commit wrong steps it's time to take a decision perhaps… the only right, in all time that we have lost! world surrounds me! moreover, can I breathe? world, demise and dead again… it's the end!
6.
A SENSE OF DECAY the mourning sets the start of a change the way of vice unhealthy all the time nothing is changing inside of me… fast! the time has come mischievous let all mankind gets by on its own! fast! the end is (just) suffocating the words! now feel my ill in sorrow now heals my tears of sorrow x2 into the air sometimes I could fly away from you sometimes I wish to die forever… a slow sense of a lie sets the frame of a boring and unuseful life the wisper of the tide nothing changes the world has collapsed now feel my ill in sorrow now heals my tears of sorrow why do you want to react? all is full of deceit! wait your mourn lose the rest of your remembrance sometimes I could fly away from you sometimes i wish to die forever… why do you want to react? all is full of deceit! wait your mourn lose the rest of your remembrance sometimes I could fly away from you sometimes i wish to die forever… time has become mischievous let all mankind gets by on its own! fast! the end is (just) suffocating the words! a slow sense of a lie sets the frame of… a boring and unuseful life the wisper of the tide nothing changes the world has collapsed!
7.
Breathless 05:12
BREATHLESS (soul) I'm the one to choose my direction (hell) the only one to rise from degression stay away from me! (soul) I'm the one who'll use the automation (hell) nobody cares of my satisfaction one last breath to re-birth! distrust of my past distrust of my choices manage not to be sure of anything which world I've to embrace? you have decided your fame's outshined under the guise of the lie soul's embrace in the end of the world my fear in sorrow I need to escape till the end of the world my fear in sorrow (soul) I'm the one to choose my direction (hell) the only one to rise from degression stay away from me! (soul) I'm the one who'll use the automation (hell) nobody cares of my satisfaction one last breath to re-birth! distrust of my past distrust of my choices manage not to be sure of anything which world I've to embrace? you have decided your fame's outshined under the guise of the lie soul's embrace in the end of the world my fear in sorrow I need to escape till the end of the world my fear in sorrow just... say goodbye… it's the end… cover me (please don't give up!) say goodbye near the edge, for me my border land (please don't give up!) a long goodbye in despair one step closer I'm slowly dying… now rusted don't hesitate in my disgrace I feel the embrace here, take away my breath! soul's embrace in the end of the world my fear in sorrow I need to escape till the end of the world my fear in sorrow
8.
SOLAR MATTER LOSS [EGO] endless time… now wait! feeling emotions ready to escape when the stars… in your eyes will give up to shine all of sudden in a never-ending time [VOICE SPEAKER FROM EARTH] "the world is changing… the solar system is unknown we can't escape! we have to believe in something! lost in the eternity for us will speak the survivors! end of trasmission! goodbye!" [HUMAN] I wanna sleep until the rest of time a cold embrace I think it's time now to realize! sweet Halley! in your arms only you and I! only you and I it's time to live the honour because I breath the sorrow! what if? what if somewhere? someone will need it? no one can beat it! forever in sorrow no one cares of my last goodbye! x2 the sun is falling down! I open with tiredness my eyes, that fix the edge (I fall) on my knees the sweetest fall! is calling me now (we are) the sun is falling down! I open with tiredness my eyes, that fix the edge (I fall) on my knees the sweetest fall! is calling me now what if? what if somewhere? someone will need it? no one can beat it! forever in sorrow no one care of my last goodbye! x2
9.
By A Thread 04:17
BY A THREAD I'm feeling out of my grace it's calling me back, it's snowing I'm waiting the end feeling down, I'm in regret nothing will be the same it's calling me back, it's raining I'm looking for a place naked in ground… again bleeding inside the surface creeping like a worm of lies (left in shame) I think the start begins from the end as always, as a frame warn me of my latest fault heal me! (I was) wrong… (die! do you wanna die! are you gonna die! do you really want? come on!) it seems to be of an amazing grace as always with fake shapes warn me of my latest fault heal me! (I was) wrong… (die! do you wanna die! are you gonna die! do you really want? come on!) x2 torn from the lap there's no regret I'm fading and waiting the end tears fall down… again bleeding inside the surface creeping like a worm of lies (left in shame) I think the start begins from the end as always as a frame warn me of my latest fault heal me! (I was) wrong… (die! do you wanna die! are you gonna die! do you really want? come on!) it seems to be of an amazing grace as always with fake shapes warn me of my latest fault heal me! (I was) wrong… (die! do you wanna die! are you gonna die! do you really want? come on!) x2 across the edge is much harder cold embrace sweet tears of fate in the end a year of greed let it breathe sweet sweet son your pale where's your father? where is its soul? now wait here… messiah unfold I think the start begins from the end as always as a frame warn me of my latest fault heal me! (I was) wrong… (die! do you wanna die! are you gonna die! do you really want? come on!) it seems to be of an amazing grace as always with fake shapes warn me of my latest fault heal me! (I was) wrong… (die! do you wanna die! are you gonna die! do you really want? come on!) (die! do you wanna die! are you gonna die! do you really want? )
10.
HEAVY ON MY HEART (Anastacia cover) I try to fly away but it's impossible and every breath I take gives birth to deeper sighs and for a moment I am weak so it's hard for me to speak even though we're underneath the same blue sky if I could paint a picture of this melody it would be a violin without its strings and the canvas in my mind sings the songs I left behind like pretty flowers and a sunset it's heavy on my heart I can't make it alone heavy on my heart I can't find my way home heavy on my heart so come and free me it's so heavy on my heart I've had my share of pleasure and I've tasted pain I never thought that I would touch an angel's wings there's a journey in my eyes it's getting hard for me to hide like the ocean at the sunrise it's heavy on my heart I can't make it alone heavy on my heart I can't find my way home heavy on my heart so come and free me it's so heavy on my heart love, can you find me in the darkness, and love, don't let me down there's a journey in my eyes it's getting hard for my to hide and I never thought I'd touch an angel's wings ooh heavy on my heart it's heavy, heavy on my heart heavy on my heart I can't find my way home heavy on my heart ooh, so come and free me it's so heavy on my heart so heavy so heavy so heavy
11.
........If? 06:12
......IF? like a patient etherized there will be a time to murder and forsake then, how should I begin? street that follows the dark night does anybody help me to rebirth? who makes me now so unfair frozen soul! locked in world… he's not dead...now he feels strong the worst of the enemies he's inside when I feel it won't save you more.. he's not fat as my drone the worst of the enemies here for you lick my tongue in the corner linger up in pools that stand in drains sadness is my smile like a patient etherized there will be a time to murder and forsake who makes me now so unfair frozen soul! locked in world… he's not dead… now feels strong the worst of the enemies he's inside when i feel it won't save you more.. he's not fat as my drone the worst of the enemies here for you now dream... it's beautiful so close to inside hold on… save me somewhere it's beautiful the world the horizon how long? yell to me in silence… the hurt is done so far full of desolation hold on… save me somewhere I'm falling down so far to expiate how long? yell to me in silence... when you'll come here to stay carrying my feeling and everything will be great so deny your behaviour to everybody's "ok" so come on! shoot my ill-head and everything will be great! so... how long? yell to me in another way…
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PTSD… a new wonderful gem in the Alternative music scene.
The band follows the great tradition of bands like 30 Seconds To Mars, Alice In Chains, System Of A Down, Tool, Breaking Benjamin offering with their album “A Sense Of Decay” a wide range of emotions in some moments more refined and decadent, in others very aggressive and full of rage. The great impact and the evocative vocals, the dreaming tones of the rhythmic session and the passionate and introspective sound of the guitars lines are the main elements of their artistic expression.
Featuring MARCO MINNEMANN (with Kreator, Necrophagist, Ephel Duath, Joe Satriani) as drummer and JIM CARUANA as producer (2 Grammies for Beyonce's hits “B Day” and “I Am Sasha Fierce” and winner of the Golden Globe and Academy Award for Top Gun theme “Take My Breath Away”, besides producer for mainstream stars like Aerosmith, Lenny Kravitz, Black Eyed Peas), as well as Colin Marks for the artwork (Strapping Young Lad, Exodus, Suicide Silence, Nevermore).

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released May 20, 2013

Cat. nr: echo090
Record label: My Kingdom Music
Recorded: at PTSD STUDIO (facebook.com/PTSD.studio) by Henry Guy & Jason
drums & percussions recorded by Marco Minnemann at Seacoast Studios, Imperial Beach CA - USA
Mixed: by JIM CARUANA at Prism Recording Studios, Springfield, MI (USA)
Mastered: by JIM CARUANA at Sterling Sound, New York, NY (USA)
Line-up: Henry Guy - voices and choirs, Yorga - lead guitars, Jason - rhythm guitars , Logan - bass
Guests: Marco MINNEMANN - drums & percussions except on ‘Heavy On My Heart’ by Marco LANCS, bass on ‘Heavy On My Heart’ by Davor, piano on ‘Heavy On My Heart’ by Rossano Capriotti
Cover artwork: by Colin Marks (www.rain-song.co.uk)
Layout and digital treatments: by Francesco Palumbo at MKM Graphix

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PTSD… a new wonderful gem in the Alternative scene. The band follows the tradition of 30 Seconds To Mars, Alice In Chains, System Of A Down, Tool offering a wide range of emotions. The impact and the evocative vocals, the dreaming tones of the rhythmic session and the passionate sound of the guitars lines are the main elements of their music. ... more

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