A Sense Of Decay

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PTSD… a new wonderful gem in the Alternative music scene.
The band follows the great tradition of bands like 30 Seconds To Mars, Alice In Chains, System Of A Down, Tool, Breaking Benjamin offering with their album “A Sense Of Decay” a wide range of emotions in some moments more refined and decadent, in others very aggressive and full of rage. The great impact and the evocative vocals, the dreaming tones of the rhythmic session and the passionate and introspective sound of the guitars lines are the main elements of their artistic expression.
Featuring MARCO MINNEMANN (with Kreator, Necrophagist, Ephel Duath, Joe Satriani) as drummer and JIM CARUANA as producer (2 Grammies for Beyonce's hits “B Day” and “I Am Sasha Fierce” and winner of the Golden Globe and Academy Award for Top Gun theme “Take My Breath Away”, besides producer for mainstream stars like Aerosmith, Lenny Kravitz, Black Eyed Peas), as well as Colin Marks for the artwork (Strapping Young Lad, Exodus, Suicide Silence, Nevermore).

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released 20 May 2013
Cat. nr: echo090
Record label: My Kingdom Music
Recorded: at PTSD STUDIO (facebook.com/PTSD.studio) by Henry Guy & Jason
drums & percussions recorded by Marco Minnemann at Seacoast Studios, Imperial Beach CA - USA
Mixed: by JIM CARUANA at Prism Recording Studios, Springfield, MI (USA)
Mastered: by JIM CARUANA at Sterling Sound, New York, NY (USA)
Line-up: Henry Guy - voices and choirs, Yorga - lead guitars, Jason - rhythm guitars , Logan - bass
Guests: Marco MINNEMANN - drums & percussions except on ‘Heavy On My Heart’ by Marco LANCS, bass on ‘Heavy On My Heart’ by Davor, piano on ‘Heavy On My Heart’ by Rossano Capriotti
Cover artwork: by Colin Marks (www.rain-song.co.uk)
Layout and digital treatments: by Francesco Palumbo at MKM Graphix

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www.mykingdommusic.net
info@mykingdommusic.net
www.facebook.com/mykingdommusic.label
www.myspace.com/mykingdommusic

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PTSD… a new wonderful gem in the Alternative scene. The band follows the tradition of 30 Seconds To Mars, Alice In Chains, System Of A Down, Tool offering a wide range of emotions. The impact and the evocative vocals, the dreaming tones of the rhythmic session and the passionate sound of the guitars lines are the main elements of their music. ... more

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Track Name: Event Horizon
EVENT HORIZON

how do you live inside these places
no more joys of taste, anomalies in the air
why do you live to suffer you're wasting your faith?
it's the truth I care enough!
I want to be somebody else

disavowed!
never want you to say goodbye (warned once again!)
to the world till the end of time (laid to rest!)
my fiend away (crumbled!)
the world, the end (left for dead!)

never want you to say goodbye (warned once again!)
to the world forbidden soul (laid to rest!)
another fault runs back and forth (crumbled!)
until the end of the world (left for dead!)

disappointed and forsaken
leaves the choice to breathe the crowds instead are sad
why do you live in falsehood you're losing your face?
it's the truth I care enough
I want to be somebody else

disavowed!
never want you to say goodbye (warned once again!)
to the world till the end of time (laid to rest!)
my fiend away (crumbled!)
the world, the end (left for dead!)

never want you to say goodbye (warned once again!)
to the world forbidden soul (laid to rest!)
another fault runs back and forth (crumbled!)
until the end of the world (left for dead!)

don't waste your time
the world is slowly dying
feel the wonders of the blind
is coming surrounds everything

we are here again
ill and deranged
here's another step
it's only the anger

please believe me...
carried out hope!
make believe...
that it's all for us
the time has come...

disavowed!
never want you to say goodbye (warned once again!)
to the world till the end of time (laid to rest!)
my fiend away (crumbled!)
the world, the end (left for dead!)

never want you to say goodbye (warned once again!)
to the world forbidden soul (laid to rest!)
another fault runs back and forth (crumbled!)
until the end of the world (left for dead!)
Track Name: A Reason To Die
A REASON TO DIE


I feel this time
I'll be ready for a new sunrise
a new dimension of life
where's everybody... stays!

nothing at all
just ready for the new sunshine
it's not a direction line
where everyone can rest

stay away!
I cry for what's left...
what's inside your folly head?
I'm crying...
give me a reason to die

I feel inside...
I'll be ready as a frantic homicide
is my direction style
where all around is dead

nothing at all
just ready for the new sunshine
it's my refuge in hearth
where everyone can rest

stay away!
I cry for what's left...
what's inside your folly head?
I'm crying...
give me a reason to die

I'm a little bored
here in the afternoon
I'm about to burst
I feel in sorrow

another frame
I think could be anywhere
forced out
without hope to live

we... together!
when... can we know?
we... forever...
where... till the end

stay away!
I cry for what's left...
what's inside your folly head?
I'm crying...
give me a reason to die
Track Name: Parasomnia
PARASOMNIA

I'm dying to live
I think I waste my time
(feeling that I've still inside)
the mourn... the end…
I feel that never mind
(heal me! what's wrong in my head!)

it's like a dream
the street lights stretch for miles
(wish I were out of sight!)
to mourn... the end
there's no more place to hide!
(heal me! all efforts were in vain!)

I try to get to the root of the problem
everytime through a shortcut
it seems easier
it's the only way...

soul breaks the silence of the death

just take my pill
and all will be better now...
(wish you were out of sight)
across the land
there's no more place to hide!
(heal me! all efforts were in vain!)

I try to get to the root of the problem
everytime through a shortcut
it seems easier
it's the only way…

soul breaks the silence of the death

leave me in life with my emptiness
...sometimes
choosing the weak and the powerless
...unkindly

the sun fell down
the awakening... in dark

leave me in a place that astonishes me
...sometimes
chosing the way to eternity
...seems close to me

the sun fell down
the awakening... in dark

soul breaks the silence of the death
soul breaks the silence of the death
Track Name: Staring The Stormwall
STARING THE STORMWALL

here comes the rain
out of my eyes
in every place
I've crossed the line
beyond my sight
to blind my heart again

'cause I'm without mourn
and I never stopped my mind…
and I'm full of doubt
so never drop your life!
'cause I'm without mourn
and I never stopped my mind…
and I'm full of doubt
so never drop your life with breathless…

dripping from my heart...
this sweet end…

coma again!

downfall call...
surrounds me
show me again…
a smile!

another day…
to heal my pain…
to snare my brain,
a perfect lie
sweeten my shame
I've just to fade away

'cause I'm without mourn
and I never stopped my mind…
and I'm full of doubt
so never drop your life!
'cause I'm without mourn
and I never stopped my mind…
and I'm full of doubt
so never drop your life with breathless…

downfall call...
surrounds me
show me again…
a smile!
am I going now ill and insane?
for the rest of my sick life!
you cannot hope for this life thrill
enable anguish torn by doubt
till the end
Track Name: Suicide Attitude
SUICIDE ATTITUDE

I think all day about my suicide
I'm not happy I feel so strange
pain is near although the thousands of miles
nothing changes, life is sick everyday

a lot of friends are far away from this side
I'm not happy I feel deranged
all in vain so I don't have no more time
I feel like the last man on the earth

sorrow!
set in my breast
feel emptiness
so you can hear and have
fear of the only escape

here it comes again!
humbling
failing

this time could be everything
should be today
this time could be everything
without my pain

I think all day about my awful past
I'm not happy I hold my pain
there's a lot of misunderstandings behind
I feel like a fool in the cage

here it comes again!
humbling
failing

this time could be everything
should be today
this time could be everything
without my pain... till the end!

the world should listen to me
this time I don't want to commit wrong steps
it's time to take a decision
perhaps… the only right, in all time
that we have lost!

world surrounds me!
moreover, can I breathe?
world, demise and dead
again… it's the end!
Track Name: A Sense Of Decay
A SENSE OF DECAY

the mourning sets the start
of a change
the way of vice
unhealthy all the time
nothing is changing
inside of me…

fast! the time has come
mischievous
let all mankind
gets by on its own!
fast! the end
is (just) suffocating the words!

now feel my ill in sorrow
now heals my tears of sorrow x2

into the air
sometimes I could fly
away from you
sometimes I wish to die
forever…

a slow sense of a lie
sets the frame of
a boring and unuseful life
the wisper of the tide
nothing changes
the world has collapsed

now feel my ill in sorrow
now heals my tears of sorrow

why do you want to react?
all is full of deceit!
wait your mourn
lose the rest of your remembrance
sometimes I could fly
away from you
sometimes i wish to die
forever…

why do you want to react?
all is full of deceit!
wait your mourn
lose the rest of your remembrance
sometimes I could fly
away from you
sometimes i wish to die
forever…

time has become mischievous
let all mankind
gets by on its own!

fast! the end
is (just) suffocating the words!

a slow sense of a lie
sets the frame of…
a boring and unuseful life
the wisper of the tide
nothing changes
the world has collapsed!
Track Name: Breathless
BREATHLESS

(soul) I'm the one to choose my direction
(hell) the only one to rise from degression
stay away from me!

(soul) I'm the one who'll use the automation
(hell) nobody cares of my satisfaction
one last breath to re-birth!

distrust of my past
distrust of my choices
manage not to be sure of anything
which world I've to embrace?
you have decided
your fame's outshined
under the guise of the lie

soul's embrace
in the end of the world
my fear in sorrow
I need to escape
till the end of the world
my fear in sorrow

(soul) I'm the one to choose my direction
(hell) the only one to rise from degression
stay away from me!

(soul) I'm the one who'll use the automation
(hell) nobody cares of my satisfaction
one last breath to re-birth!

distrust of my past
distrust of my choices
manage not to be sure of anything
which world I've to embrace?
you have decided
your fame's outshined
under the guise of the lie

soul's embrace
in the end of the world
my fear in sorrow
I need to escape
till the end of the world
my fear in sorrow

just... say goodbye… it's the end… cover me
(please don't give up!)
say goodbye near the edge,
for me my border land
(please don't give up!)
a long goodbye in despair
one step closer

I'm slowly dying…
now rusted don't hesitate in my disgrace
I feel the embrace here, take away my breath!

soul's embrace
in the end of the world
my fear in sorrow
I need to escape
till the end of the world
my fear in sorrow
Track Name: Solar Matter Loss
SOLAR MATTER LOSS

[EGO]
endless time… now wait!
feeling emotions
ready to escape
when the stars… in your eyes
will give up to shine all of sudden
in a never-ending time

[VOICE SPEAKER FROM EARTH]
"the world is changing…
the solar system is unknown
we can't escape!
we have to believe in something!
lost in the eternity
for us will speak the survivors!
end of trasmission!
goodbye!"

[HUMAN]
I wanna sleep
until the rest of time
a cold embrace
I think it's time now to realize!
sweet Halley!
in your arms only
you and I!
only you and I
it's time to live the honour
because I breath the sorrow!

what if?
what if somewhere?
someone will need it?
no one can beat it!
forever in sorrow
no one cares of my last goodbye! x2

the sun is falling down!
I open with tiredness my eyes,
that fix the edge
(I fall) on my knees
the sweetest fall! is calling me now

(we are)
the sun is falling down!
I open with tiredness my eyes,
that fix the edge
(I fall) on my knees
the sweetest fall! is calling me now

what if?
what if somewhere?
someone will need it?
no one can beat it!
forever in sorrow
no one care of my last goodbye! x2
Track Name: By A Thread
BY A THREAD

I'm feeling out of my grace
it's calling me back, it's snowing
I'm waiting the end feeling down, I'm in regret
nothing will be the same it's calling me back,
it's raining I'm looking for a place naked in ground… again

bleeding inside the surface
creeping like a worm of lies (left in shame)

I think the start begins
from the end as always, as a frame
warn me of my latest fault
heal me! (I was) wrong…
(die! do you wanna die! are you gonna die!
do you really want? come on!)

it seems to be of an amazing grace
as always with fake shapes
warn me of my latest fault
heal me! (I was) wrong…
(die! do you wanna die! are you gonna die!
do you really want? come on!) x2

torn from the lap there's no regret
I'm fading and waiting the end tears fall down… again

bleeding inside the surface
creeping like a worm of lies (left in shame)

I think the start begins
from the end as always as a frame
warn me of my latest fault
heal me! (I was) wrong…
(die! do you wanna die! are you gonna die!
do you really want? come on!)

it seems to be of an amazing grace
as always with fake shapes
warn me of my latest fault
heal me! (I was) wrong…
(die! do you wanna die! are you gonna die!
do you really want? come on!) x2

across the edge is much harder
cold embrace sweet tears of fate
in the end a year of greed
let it breathe
sweet sweet son your pale
where's your father?
where is its soul?
now wait here… messiah
unfold

I think the start begins
from the end as always as a frame
warn me of my latest fault
heal me! (I was) wrong…
(die! do you wanna die! are you gonna die!
do you really want? come on!)

it seems to be of an amazing grace
as always with fake shapes
warn me of my latest fault
heal me! (I was) wrong…
(die! do you wanna die! are you gonna die!
do you really want? come on!)
(die! do you wanna die! are you gonna die!
do you really want? )
Track Name: Heavy On My Heart (Anastacia cover)
HEAVY ON MY HEART
(Anastacia cover)

I try to fly away but it's impossible
and every breath I take gives birth to deeper sighs
and for a moment I am weak
so it's hard for me to speak
even though we're underneath the same blue sky

if I could paint a picture of this melody
it would be a violin without its strings
and the canvas in my mind
sings the songs I left behind
like pretty flowers and a sunset

it's heavy on my heart
I can't make it alone
heavy on my heart
I can't find my way home
heavy on my heart
so come and free me
it's so heavy on my heart

I've had my share of pleasure
and I've tasted pain
I never thought that I would touch an angel's wings
there's a journey in my eyes
it's getting hard for me to hide
like the ocean at the sunrise

it's heavy on my heart
I can't make it alone
heavy on my heart
I can't find my way home
heavy on my heart
so come and free me
it's so heavy on my heart

love, can you find me in the darkness, and love,
don't let me down
there's a journey in my eyes
it's getting hard for my to hide
and I never thought I'd touch an angel's wings

ooh
heavy on my heart
it's heavy, heavy on my heart
heavy on my heart
I can't find my way home
heavy on my heart
ooh, so come and free me
it's so heavy on my heart

so heavy
so heavy
so heavy
Track Name: ........If?
......IF?

like a patient etherized
there will be a time to murder and forsake
then, how should I begin?
street that follows the dark night
does anybody help me to rebirth?
who makes me now so unfair

frozen soul! locked in world…

he's not dead...now he feels strong
the worst of the enemies
he's inside when I feel it
won't save you more..
he's not fat as my drone
the worst of the enemies
here for you

lick my tongue in the corner
linger up in pools that stand in drains
sadness is my smile
like a patient etherized
there will be a time to murder and forsake
who makes me now so unfair

frozen soul! locked in world…

he's not dead… now feels strong
the worst of the enemies
he's inside when i feel it
won't save you more..
he's not fat as my drone
the worst of the enemies
here for you

now dream...

it's beautiful
so close to inside
hold on… save me
somewhere
it's beautiful
the world the horizon
how long? yell to me
in silence…

the hurt is done
so far full of desolation
hold on… save me
somewhere
I'm falling down
so far to expiate
how long? yell to me
in silence...

when you'll come here to stay
carrying my feeling and everything will be great
so deny your behaviour
to everybody's "ok"

so come on!
shoot my ill-head and everything will be great!
so... how long? yell to me
in another way…